teenage, final part

prachi - mera bas chalta to tujhe hi gira deti.
nikhil - bhool jaa ab koi paise dunga tujhe.
prachi - mat de... tera phn gya na... usko ro maatha pakadke saale.
crowd gathered... and when crowd gathered, they take favor of girls only. nikhil couldn't do anything..
maahi was feeling better now.
she was sad but she was determined to forget the past and target the future.
animesh was again nice to maahi and maahi got her bestie back.
this was a story.. more than that this was a lesson.
it doesn't matter how nice u r writing.. it matters that how u r sharing the 'message' to people.
in all parts many things are written to describe the situation and psychology of a teen.
tough i m also a teen only but i tried to explain how much I could.
I don't have a good habit of checking back n rectify the mistakes in writhing. many parts are written in half- sleep. so sorry for the mistakes i did.
thank you all for reading.
all parts are here  - http://amitvishwas95.blogspot.in/?m=1
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comments are invited.
amit vishwas

teenage, chapter 4, part 4

prachi was trying to support her and make her handle the situation.
maahi was trying to show that she is fine but from inside she was broken. she was trying to understand that she had to study alot and hard. she was not knowing how to.
prachi - maahi !! tumko kaafi pending syllabus poora karna hai... bhoolo mat tum kyon aayi ho yahaan.
maahi - main kar rhi hoon koshish. mujhse ho nahi raha.
prachi - tell me kya ho rha hai.
maahi - main jab bhi padhne ki koshish karti hoon. main sochne lagti hoon k maine kya kar diya. sochte sochte main past me chali jaati hoon aur dimag me 100 baatein aati hai and i just can't focus on my study yar.
prachi - sun.... tere jo friends hai na... jinse tu kaafi baat kiya karti thi , talk to them wher u r sad.
maahi - long time i did not talk to them. un logo ne bhi ab mujhe serious lena chhor diya.
prachi - abey dost hai tere. aise kaise.
maahi - yr galti meri hai. jab main kota aayi thi. wo mujhe miss karte the. aur main unko. hm roj fb par ya whatsapp par baatein karte the. problems share karte the. group chat karte the.
prachi - to wapas kar lo na...
maahi - jab se nikhil meri life m aaya.. maine un logo ko miss karna chhor diya. main itni busy ho gyi k maine un logo  k liye time nikalna band kar diya.. wo msg karte. msin unse kahti k free hoke reply karungi. free hone par bhi main unke liye time nahi nikalti ye sochkar k wo puchenge kaha busy thi to kya reply dungi. maine unko miss karna chhor diya but wo mujhe miss karte rhe... aur mere ignore karne k baad bhi mujhe text karte rhe. dheere dheere un logo ne mujhe msg dena bhi chhor diya. ab mujhe ni pta main kis munh se unko wapas text karu.
prachi - maahi... wo dost h tere. dost are always dost. unko text to kar.
maahi - nahi yar... whem they needed me i was never never never there. pahle main dosto se aage hoke baat karti thi.. wo ni btaate to bhi samjh jaati k unki problm kya hai. unko samjhati. unse poochti.. pta nahi . itne waqt m kin kin ko mujhse kya kya chahiye hoga. un logo k bolne ki aadat nhi h. kitna bura lga hofa unko.. wo mere liye busy routine me se bhi time nikaal lete. main unke liye time nahi nikal paayi aur mahino baad aaj free hui hu ??
prachi - tu text to kar... ksun thi teri sabse achchi dost.
maahi -  ani
prachi - kya kar rhi hai wo.
maahi - he is a boy. animesh. main ani bulaati usko. hm log bahot achche dost the. we didn't talk for 2 or more months.
prachi - la tera phn de..main pataati hu usko wapas.
prachi texted him - helo ani !
animesh - o hi... kaisi ho.. !
prachi - ekdum mast... tum...
animesh - i m alright !! padhai wadhai k kya haal hai... bahot padhai kar rhi ho aajkal.. us baar to top karne ka plan h kya ??
maahi took the phn from prachi n texted -
maahi - haan !! tum btao... kya chal ra..
animesh - tu theek to hai... ??
maahi - kyo ??
animesh - yaar !! jab bhi main kahta tha tu itna padh rhi hai... tu doctor bn jayegi... tu bola karti thi - najar mat laga... tu bol bol k mujhe fail karwayega... aur 2-4 dialogue diya karti thi... aj tune kuch nhi kaha.
maahi -;kahna to maine pahle hi chhor diya tha.
avinash - reply karna chhora tha... but jab reply karti thi...kahti yo yhi thi na.
maahi - tujhe sab yaad hai... wesa ka wesa.
avinash -  meri yahi problem hai.. main  ek hi raste pe chalta hoon.. log raste badal lete hai... aur faasle badh jaate hai.. shayad mujhe bhi raste badalne ki aadat daalni padegi.
maahi - what nonsense... shut up yr.
avinash - ab bta hua kya tujhe... aise to tu text ni karti.. kya chahiye.
maahi - don't be rude yr... bahut kuch ho gya yr.
avinash - to tu chahti hai main teri problem sunu... aur solution nikaalu.. well..mana to main karunga nahi.. tu jaanti hai ..buri aadat hai.
maahi could not reply anything... tears rolled down on her cheeks. she was remembering the talks the fun and the stupid things they used to do together.
avinash - oye bta to kya hua..
avinash - excuse me... so gyi kya msg likhte likhte
avinash - arey main majaak bhi ni kar sakta... bachche ki jaan legi... jaldi bta mujhe date pe bhi jaana h kuch der me.
maahi - tu date pe jaake aa fir btaati hu.
avinash was offline.
maahi could not face him when he was online so in short she said everything to avinash.
prachi called nikhil - next friday ko 1 tareekh hai... paise pahuncha diyo.
nikhil - de dunga na yr
prachi - isliye baar baar kah rhi hoon taaki tu baad me koi bahaana na maarey.
nikhil - le lena.. pakka...
prachi - 5000 chahiye.
nikhil - itne liye hi nahi itne q du...
prachi - abey... 10 bhi maang sakti thi... tu deta hai k tere baap ko ye saare msg, photos wagerah bheju..aur poore mohalle me popular kar doon.
nikhil - bol to aise rhi hai jaise mere paas kuch hai hi nahi popular karne ko... jitne liye the.. utne hi dunga wapas.
prachi - ruk. ma ka cl aa ra.. tujhe dobara call karti hu.
....she cut....
maahi - kisi ka bhi to call nahi aa rha.
prachi - bolna pada.. nhi to usko lagta tere msgs pics hmare liye weak point hai. usko feel ni hone dena hai. warna wo bhi hmko blackmail kar sakta hai. uske oaas jo jo hai unko thikaane lagaana padega...but kaise...
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teenage, chapter 4, part 5

3 days to new year.
maahi was trying her best to fight with the situation n past.
after dinner she and maahi were watching some movie in mobile phone.
maahi saw , it was animesh....
ani - tum kuch btaane wali thi.
maahi - 1 din lagta hai date se aane me.
ani - hafto mahino tak free hone wale busy logo ko 1 din ka late hona bhi bardasht nahi hota wow..... !! madam hm bhi insan hai.. hm logo ko bhi kuch kaam hote hai. well i got my net pack now. kal raat khatm ho gya tha.
maahi felt bad with the rude answer. it was the same avinash with whom maahi used to say "tujhe reply karne me itta time q lagta hai..meri tarah turant reply ni kar sakta.. kitno se ek saath chat karta hai... jab se teri girlfriend bani hai mujhe bhool gya hai"...
she replied, - kuch nahi... nothing important
ani- maine pahle ki tarah baar baar force karna chhor diya hai.. so tell me if something is there , warna main chala sone.. mujhe un logo k liye time waste karne ka shouk nhi , jinki life mein tabhi exist karta hoon jab unko kuch karwana hota hai.
maahi - nothing important.. bye.
avinash - bye.
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prachi - bta deti na usko ..kyu bhaav kha ri.. uska bhaav khana banta hai.
maahi - things are not like before between us,
ye baat wo kai baar bola... mujhe aaj realize hua... things are not like before between us.. i lost my best friend.
--- notification tone rang in phone ---
ani- sorry for being rude.. i know there is some problem .. tell me what happened.
maahi - u did not change.. ab bhi meri galti par tum sorry bolte ho.
ani- koshish ki bahut change hone ki. kya karu. akkal maari gyi h meri. bol kya hua.
maahi - sorry.. for everything.
ani- sun sun k pak gya hu... kaam ki baat karo..
maahi - actually ...... (and maahi sent everything )
ani - hmmm.... well done... clap clap clap... mjaa to bahot aaya hoga uska bistar garm karke.
maahi - tumse share kiya taaki tum kuch bolo mujhe.. suggestion do mujhe.. jale p namak lgaane ko nhi kaha.
animesh - are u the same maahi jisko problem hoti thi agar meri girlfriend mujhe uske saamne flying kiss de deti thi. aur kahti thi k ye sab kuch jyada ho raha.
maahi - yes.. i m the same. what u wanna say... i m a bitch...
ani - uske paas kya kya hai tumhara.
maahi - paise, kuch cards, kuch gifts jo maine diye..bas
ani - abey.. !! i mean.. aisi cheeje jo usne leak kar di to tujhe problm ho sakti hai.
maahi- uske phn k msgs.. kuch pics... don't know if he made mms.
ani - yaani sab kuch phone m hai. usse milo..kuch plan karke phn chheen lo.
maahi - not possible !! wo milega hi nahi.
ani - disha ko contact karo... agar usne ab tak nikhil se baat n ki ho to wo mil legi.. she can help u.
maahi - yess.. but agar disha ne phone chheen liya aur usne paise ni diye to.
ani - bhaad m jaaye paisa. wo cheejein jyada important hai.
maahi - correct.. !! disha uska phn chheen payegi ???
ani - fenk to sakti h..ya...memory card nikaal le...
( and ani shared his plan to maahi..maahi told it to prachi )
maahi - ok..let me call her first.
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prachi - plan to superb hai... mere paas number nhi hai uska kal milti hoon usko.
prachi met disha, disha said that she did not even attend her call..nor she did from her side.
prachi made a plan and asked disha to msg him..
disha msged nikhil
disha - i m missing u.. but u cheated me.
nikhil - u trusted her... she is a bitch ... did she give u any proof ??
disha - no... she just showed me some pics.. u were together in mall and many places.
nikhil thought prachi can be trapped back cz she dint know anything.
nikhil - arey we were friends. usko mujhse pyar ho gya.. maine mana kiya aur tumhare baare m btaya..isliye usne ye sab kiya. next time miley to baat na karna usse.
disha.- aww... sorry maine galat samjha tumko.
nikhil - sham ko milo..main sab clear karta hoon.
disha - chambal garden m milte hai.
--- evening both went chambal garden together.
prachi also reached there n she maintained distance so that nikhil can't see her.
both went near water.
disha - meri ek pic lo yha...single...tumhare phn ki camera quality achchi hai.
nikhil clicked a pic
disha - achcha... ek pic tumhari leti hoon.
nikhil - ok...lo...
disha took the phone in hand and threw it far in the water.
nikhil was shocked ... he slapped disha - kya kiya tera dimag kharaab hai.
nikhil got a tight slap on her face. it was prachi.
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teenage, chapter 4, part 3

maahi didn't eat anything.
she was sad, angry and in pain.
in the evening nikhil called. maahi did not attend it.
prachi was even upset for her.
maahi - mujhe ni samjh aa ra main kya karu. mujhe ghar jaana hai.
prachi - pagal hai. 6-7 month ke is relationship ki wajah se tu itna disturb q ho ri.
maahi - tum nahi samjhogi. in 6-7 mahino me mene apna dil, jindagi.. sab kuch usko de diya.
prachi - tu sambhal khud ko... khana kha le chal mess. sab theek ho jayega. padhai par dhyan de.
maahi - bhookh lag rhi hai mujhko pr khane ka man nahi hai.
prachi took her  to the mess somehow and feed her .
prachi - kal main tera phone le jaungi cls aur tu bhi cls jayegi kal.
maahi - we'll see.
prachi - chupchap so jaa...phn off kar de.
nikhil called maahi. when she did not attend he even called prachi. prachi too did not attend.
---mext day.. prachi met disha in canteen.
prachi - nikhil se door raho.
disha - tum usko jaanti ho ??
prachi told her about everything.
disha - no!! aisa  ahi ho sakta. usne btaya k uski koi girlfriend hua karti thi jisse uska breakup ho gya . usko bahot yaad karta tha wo.
prachi - wo purani kahani hai.. look at the phone. look at the msgs. call history.. check out the whatsapp msgs.
disha saw it. there were many private msgs. pics and call recordings.
disha was shocked.
she reached hostel after the class.
nikhil was calling again n again.
maahi answered .
nikhil - maahi tum jaisa soch rhi ho aisa kuch nahi hai.
maahi - maine dekha hai. tu baatein mat bana. bahut bana liya mujhe.
nikhil - tum us kutiya ki baaton me aakar mujhe tu bol rhi ho.
maahi - kaash main bahot pahle uski baaton me aa gyi hoti.
disha se baat kar lo uske saamne bnao bahane.
nikhil - yr tum samajh nahi rhi ho. milke baat karte hai. subeh room aa jao.
maahi - tumhe kya lagta hai. main kal aaungi. tumhare saath soungi aur sab bhool jaungi.
nikhil - itna kab se sochne lag gyi. tumhe bharosa nahi mujh pe.
maahi - fuck off !!
and she cut.
she started crying.
prachi called nikhil ..
prachi - paise kab lautayega iske.
nikhil - tu kaun hoti hai maangne wali.
prachi - tu lautata hai ya tere baap ko call lagaake ye sab baatein bataau.
nikhil - apni had me rah.
prachi - ok... wait kar apne baap ka phn ka.
nikhil - tu kar cl..main bhi btata hu tu kaha kaha munh kala karwati rahti hai.
prachi - ja bol de. mera result achcha rahta hai. aur me teri tarah nahi hu.
nikhil - fir main maahi ki muma ko sab msgs n all bhej dunga.
prachi - bhej de. . unko maine bta diya hai already. tu  bta tera kya karna hai.
nikhil - 1 January ko le lena... tab atm mai paise aayenge.
prachi - ok...
--- maahi looked at prachi n said - subeh se muma ka phone nahi aaya.. tumne bta to nahi diya kuch.
prachi - pagal hai kya... wo to isliye bola taaki uske paas humko dhamkaane ka koi chara n rah jaaye.
maahi  started talking less. she was upset. she tried to study but her mind was thinking about that only what has happened.
prachi started spending more n more time with maahi.
she was still upset.
she wanted to punish nikhil for what he had done. she was feeling helpless...alone and guilty.

teenage, chapter 4 , part 2

prachi came back from allen.. n went to room. maahi was not there. she had lunch and after sometime she came..
prachi - kaha thi...khana khaya.
maahi - haan kha liya.. i was out... wo avinash ka accident ho gya na... he was in need of some money. nikhil gave his pocket money. he asked me for some money. i gave him.
prachi - wo teri liye jaa rha hai or tu diye ja rhi hai... kitne diye tune usko..
maahi - 4000 the atm me ,  de diye.
prachi - mar kyon nahi jaati tu...pagal ho gyi hai kya ???
maahi - prachi yr tumhari problem na mujhe samjh nahi aati. yar... help hi to kar rahi hu... maine kaun sa barbaad kiya hai.. aur wo de dega mujhe.
prachi - ghanta !!! koi accident nahi hua hai uska.. tu pagal ho gyi hai...
maahi - tumhari wajah se 2-3 baar maine uspe doubt kiya ab tum apni life p dhyan do... ek to papa mujhse dhang se baat ni karte.. maa papa ki banti nahi.. aur nikhil hi ek banda hai jo mujhe maa papa jaise care karta h..
prachi - arey idiot. . tere papa tujhse baat ni karte ye tera weak point hai isse tu emotional ho jaati hai. jiske baare m baat kar kar k tujhe sympathy deta hoga taaki tu uspe bharosa kare. aise ladke is type k hote h.. pahle tumhare baare m jaante h fir emotionally attach karte hai. either tumhari life m interest lekar or tumhe uski life k kisi emotional point par emotional karwakar.
maahi - mujhe aur bhi bahot kaam hai.
prachi - achcha sunn... last time meri baat maan le uske baad kabhi kuch nahi bolungi.
maahi - kya  ????
prachi - friday ko tum usko kahogi k tum next day.... yani k  Saturday ko mere aur hostel k saath movie, mcd etc jaa rhi ho so subeh se shaam tak busy rahogi... sir itna sa..ispe koi discussion mat karna.
maahi - isse kya hoga.
prachi - just do what i said.
----- Saturday morning. everything happened what they planned. maahi called nikhil n told all that . Nikhil said - haa even mujhe bhi kuch kaam niptaane hai aaj.
......... prachi came from class and both rushed c.v. garden.
maahi - auto cv garden ka kyon kiya.. waha hum kya karenge.
prachi - tere ashiq ko range haatho pakdenge. is chakkar main maine khana bhi nhi khaya.
maahi - what nonsense... wo nahi milega..
.... both searched a lot in cv garden.. they were not there.
maahi - maine kaha tha na... tumhe aadat ho gyi hai usse mera breakup karwane ki koshish karbe ki.
prachi - time kya ho raha hai.
maahi - 3pm
prachi -/sham ko thand lagegi. abhi dhoop hai... they moved for sawan fuhar water park. cz prachi remembered disha's words "kota k outside wali jagaho par nhi gye Saturday ko waterpark.............. "
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maahi was sure that prachi is wasting her money n time.
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they went inside. bought tickets. and went to change costume.
prachi -/maahi... room se bahar mt niklo. let me check if they are here or not.... pool main na disha thi ....na nikhil.
maahi - dekh lo... ab ho gyi tasalli. ghumte hai..maje karte hai.. aur chalte hai.
they were just about to step in and a couple came from slides and fell into water.
first disha fell down... n nikhil on her...
both were managed to stand in water after the fall and they were laughing.
maahi n prachi ran back to costume room.
of course the  swimming costume is shorts only. for boys its a one fourth pent only. disha was not in costume provided by them. she was in shorts and a tight sleeveless top.
nikhil moved the top a bit from waist and kept his palm on it .. he was moving it there n pulling her in him.
both were walking near the fountain.
they were dancing on music. suddenly nikhil caught disha and quickly kissed her neck.
disha blushed.. looked here n there and smiled.
prachi looked at maahi.
maahi - i wana die....
prachi - maahi..wapas chalte hai. room pe baat karenge.
maahi - i wanna die....
prachi slapped her n said - chal yahaan se.
both reached room. maahi was continuously crying.
prachi was trying to stop her tears. but it was not that easy :(
maahi - hmesha mere saath hi q hota hai. jis cheej ki taraf jaane lagti hu wo door ho jaati hai.
prachi - shut up... aisi cheej k paas q jaati ho jab dikh raha hota hai k wo barbad kar rahi hai.
maahi - ab tak maine aankho se nahi dekha tha na.
prachi - aaj dekh liya na.. ro mat..plz
maahi - prachi...kya kya nhi kiya maine...tumhe to pta hai.. yr wo disha kaha se aa gyi...
prachi slapped her very hardly.
prachi - gadhi hai tu... disha ki galti dikh rhi hai..uski nahi dikh raha..disha ko pta hoga kya tere baare main. wahi na tujhe chhor k gya uske paas
prachi - don't cry na plz
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teenage , chapter 4, part 1

prachi came from class and she saw maahi was happy and chatting with nikhil.
prachi - subeh tum ro rhi thi..n now u r fine.
maahi - ha..it was a misunderstanding
prachi - what kind of misunderstooding
maahi - arey uske dost k msgs the... maine socha uske kuch affairs tha.
prachi - tumne kHa tha k wo kuch dino se tumhe ignore kar raha hai... right.
maahi - haan... but wo isliye kar rha tha taaki main padh saku.
prachi - lol..ittna shareef to nhi lagta wo mujhe.
maahi - don't blame him... he is a good guy.. meri bahot care karta hai.
prachi - yr tu kitti pagal hai... usne do char pyare pyare dialogue maarey aur tu fir se pat gyi.
maahi - yr i dud doubt on him.. i should trust him na...
prachi - arey trust is must.. but not blind- trust.
maahi - tum bekar me over react kar rhi ho.
prachi - shut up... we r not much closer lekin mujhe teri fikar hoti hsi..ek kaam kar..nikhil ko phone karke bol 3 bje se 7 bje tak tu busy rhegi.. hostel m party hai ..
maahi - isse kya hoga.
prachi - tune kaha tha na... 4 bje wo disha se milne jaane wala tha.
maahi - shut up.. wo avinash k liye msg tha jo uska dost hai.
prachi - disha se milne wahi aayega i bet.
ok...lets see... tumhe dekhe bina yakeen nahi hoga.
- maahi called him n said the same and nikhil said.. - koi na... free hokar cl kar dena.
prachi and maahi reached high street one.. and kept looking someone.
nikhil was there only... they made distance and started waiting what he was going to do.
after few minutes a girl came.
both talked for two minutes and  they got an auto rickshaw and left from there.
maahi was damn uoset... and prachi was saying - maine kaha tha.. tum nahi maan rahi thi.
maahi called nikhil - kya kar rhe ho us ladki k saath.. msg avinash k liye tha na
nikhil - are haa... wo disha hi thi... avinash ka accident ho gya... usi ko dekhne hospital ja rhe hai.
maahi - oh... prachi ne dekha tha tumko usne mujhe btata.
nikhil - prachi !! arey us kamini ki baatein sunkar tum mujhpe doubt kar kar rahi ho... i never thought this...
maahi - i am sorry na.. tum jaldi aao fir baat karte hai.
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maahi to prachi - maine kaha tha na.. aisa kuch nahi hai.. tum bekar me mujhe aur tension me daal rhi ho.
prachi - tumne usko pahle ye q ni poocha k wo kaha hai.. wo jhooth bol rha hai..
maahi - wo jhooth bolta to usko bura q lagta k maine uspe doubt kiya.
prachi - duffer qk tum uspe dobara doubt na karo
maahi - tum galat hi sochti ho hmesha.
prachi was quite that. prachi knew that girl disha. she saw her in Allen's canteen many times.
she decided to meet her.
after few days she saw her in canteen.
she wantedly bought samosa and hit her and spoiled her dress with sauce.
prachi - oh sorry... i m really sorry... tumhara dupatta ganda ho gya.
disha - its ok...its ok...
prachi - no..no... tum mera dupatta le lo.. main kal dhoke de dungi.
disha - no problem... main laundry wale ko de dungi.
prachi - sorry again...
she saw her i-card
prachi - tum indore se ho.. ???
disha- yes... kyon ??
prachi - mera boyfriend rahta hai wahaa..
disha - wow... so main tumhare sasural se hoon...haha...
prachi - haha..u r funny... tumhara sasural kaun sa h.
disha - i m single only.
prachi - ahaan...lgta ni h..koi to hoga... i saw u many times wid a guy.. u both look lovely yr..nice couple.
disha - ohh... haha..he is a nice guy..actually newly i just stepped in relationship.
prachi - wow... kaash mera wala bhi yhaan hota.. main chambal garden jaati uske saath...movies.. tum to jaa chuki hogi.
disha - haan...i've went everywhere in kota. expect cv garden and waterpark.
prachi - to ksb ja rhi ho.
disha - this Saturday both place.
break was over n both left for their classes. disha turned around n asked.
disha - waise tumhara naam kya hai.
prachi - anjali...
disha - main disha !!
prachi - pata hai...i-card par padh liya.
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prachi hide her i card in dupatta n happily left for class.
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teenage, chapter 3, part 5

and maahi made a plan..
she called nikhil - I m missing u...
nikhil - ahann !!  u mean ...... !!
maahi - yeah !! tum jo soch rhe ho wahi kahna chahti hoon..
nikhil - ok then... come tomorrow , main 'wo' le aata hoon jaake.
---- next day early morning ----
maahi reached nikhil's hostel when it was safe (i mentioned in previous posts)
maahi - kya baat hai.... raat me soye nhi..looking tired.
nikhil - nahi...i m fine only... lights band kar doon.
maahi - haan.... !
maahi was completely mad in love. she used to forget all the doubts and all the tensions after meeting nikhil even was having all that because of him only.
the summer season was going and winter was coming.
maahi - tumhe is chaddar me raat m thand nahi lagti.
nikhil - nahi...main to fan chalu rkhta hoon low speed par .
maahi... aao...tum bhi chaddar m aa jao.
nikhil - sardi k mausam m...hum soye rhe ek chaadar m.... hm dono tanha ho...aur koi bhi na ho us ghar m...
maahi - shut up... love u...
n kissed his lips.
nikhil started removing her clothes.
nikhil switched off his phone n kept on the table.
and threw cloths aside. and they lost in each other.
after they finished
maahi - kuch jyada wild nahi hote jaa rahe tum
nikhil - tum bhi to hot hoti jaa rhi ho.
maahi - tumhe kitna sweat ho rha hai. jao naha lo...then we'll sleep.
nikhil - tum nahi chalogi.
maahi - chalungi na..chalo...
maahi was about to step down from the bed she suddenly saw nikhil's phone on table and remembered about last night she thought
she said - nikhil, tum jao nahaane, main nahakar aai hu. mujhe halka cold bhi hai.
nikhil - koi baat nhi... geezer on kar lenge.
maahi - nhi na... hair to wet honge na dobara.
nikhil - ok i'll be back in sometime.
maahi - ok..
nikhil took the towel n went inside the bathroom. maahi switched on the mobile, kept it on silent mode,  and turned on Mobile data.
12 messages on whatsapp was there on screen in some seconds from disha.
last 5 were ----
- aj fir tum baat karte karte so gye kya
- baby... msgs are not going now..ur phn is also switched off
- aaj bhi good night kiss nahi diya
- hello ...... msg milte hi text karna
- aur bhoolna mat.. sham char bje high street one k bahar... time par.
maahi's eyes were about to cry. suddenly she heard sound of bathroom's door.
she quickly seitched off the phone and pretended like she was listening songs  in her phone.
nikhil - mujhe lga tum so gyi.
maahi - nikhil..actually mujhe kuch jaroori kaam hai.. mujhe hostel jaana hai.
nikhil - pagal ho... guard gate par betha hoga... aur kai log jag rahe honge.
maahi - i don't know... mujhe jaana h..kuch karo.
nikhil said..wait..let me see...
nikhil went out and came in sometime.
nikhil - suno.. main guard ko chai k bahaane paas k stall le jakar tumhe misscall dunga. tum chupchap left side se nikal jaana.
----
plan succeeded and maahi was out.
maahi was crying on the road and going to her hostel. she did not go to class and was crying in the room.
prachi - hua kya..kuch btaogi.
maahi told her everything.... including this,  that she used to go to nikhil early morning n also abt the sex and what has happened that thay.
prachi - kaha tha tujhe... serious mat ho jaana... bachchi hai tu.. tujhse ek saal hi badi hu lekin tu mujhse saalon chhoti hai.
mujhe cls ko late ho rha hai. jaldi aa jaungi. tu ro mat plz.
nikhil turned his phone there and no new msgs were there in notification bar so he opened the whatsapp and saw recieved msgs of disha.
nikhil - disha... u slept ??
disha - nahi... aaj raat bhar jagna ho gya.. socha breakfast karke soungi. tumhe kya ho gya tha..offline ho gye..fir switched off.. fir ghante bhar baad tumhara last seen 6:45 show kiya...maine 7 bje cl lgaya to fir switched off.
nikhil - ek minute.. main tumse baad m baat karta hoon.
nikhil called maahi -
nikhil - hey maahi tum q chali gyi... kya kaam hai.
maahi - nothing ... baad m baat karte hai.
nikhil - tum ro rhi ho...kya hua.
maahi - i checked ur phone... ab kuch nhi sunna mujhe.
nikhil - idddiot... ohhh..... u saw those msgs..hahahaha...arey avinash uski girlfriend se mere phone se baat kar rha tha raat m...i was in his room. tum aai to m phone leke apne room m aaya aur switched off kar diya.
maahi - u r lying... tum jhooth bol rhe ho...tum aajkal jyada hi busy ho..i knw..wid her.
nikhil - arey mera bachcha... teri kasam baba.. i love u... main bsy nhi rahta.. i want u to study.. so jaan boojh m tumse kam baar karta hoon.
maahi - meri kasam
nikhil - haan baba... tumhari kasam...
maahi - sorry...
nikhil - haha..koi ni... achcha main breakfast karke aaya.
maahi- ok...
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next post..tomorrow... same time...

teenage , chapter 3 , part 4

okay...so maahi and nikhil had their first sex
in the age of 17
both decided to not to have it again cz both thought they had crossed the limits.
teenage... an age when the thing u like, u want it again and again...without thinking its right...or its wrong..
it was like first bunk... when they did it...they came close..they met.. the roamed.. and they became soulmates.
but !! the results could be anything , they never worried for it.
the moments of intercourse took place of "romance" they use to feel sitting in front of each other looking into one another's eyes.
ofcourse their performance graphs were going down.
maahi started wasting lesser time on chatting and talking and tried to  start studying again.
but she never used to miss a chance of meeting nikhil.
Nikhil used to call maahi and ask - why u r not talking properly.. talk properly for five minutes and later u can study whole the rest of time and i too.
they quarrel on this topic and maahi used to ask nikhil to pay attention on studies.
nikhil used to think maahi is ignoring him. he didn't use to touch books thinking of it.
well....if u don't actually want to do anything.. u find excuses for not doing it wantedly. and this excuse only turns into a real reason a day.
Nikhil used to quarrel n waste his and maahi's mood and a 'love making' used to make everything well again.
thus , nikhil used to waste his time on social sites while maahi used to study.
maahi wanted to show her dad that she can be a doctor . her dad was asking her to do graduation from any college of Delhi cz her elder brother had already wasted his money and time in preparing for JEE.
Nikhil, for his time pass and to divert his mind... used to open social sites and talk to his friends or new friends.
He met a girl on fb and made her closer. He started talking to that girl also on fb.
Now nikhil was less possessive for maahi.
maahi felt good thinking that Nikhil  started studies again. Nikhil started giving this reason only to maahi of replying late.
Yeah !! but nikhil was not missing any chance of calling maahi in his room secretly and make love.
girls are innocent, if they trust... they trust heartily.
almost girls want their first sex with the person they dream as their life partners.
almost boys 'just' want to have it with anyone.
most of girls break from inside if 'that boy' leaves her
boys , after some days, find another 'jugaad'
maahi was trusting him....'just' trusting
the new girl, nikhil just had trapped, wished to meet nikhil. nikhil went and met...
ok..so there is no need to explain that nikhil maintained to become her boyfriend in some days only.
now nikhil was having maahi to have whatever he wanted... but there was another one as backup when maahi was not there.
maahi , could feel now that something is changing b/w them. when she used to ask nikhil abt the things that were not like before. Either nikhil used to change the topic.. or change her mind by saying some lines using 'sweet heart' 'baby'..
if a girl starts thinking from heart, their brain stop itself.
maahi started having doubt on nikhil .. she used to worry sometimes.
she decided to find out whats going on with nikhil.

raat bhar jagte hai..

ateet aur umeedo
ke bojh se ladte hai.
raat me letke ek
duniya me khote hai.
khuli aankhi se ek
khwab ko dekhte hai.
andheri tanhai me
mehfil farj karte hai
bada hi pyara hote hai
khushiyo k khwab,
shayad isiliye hum
der tak jagte hai !

teenage, chapter 3, part 3

18+
nikhil went out and bought food for maahi.
maahi - pahle naha lete hai na..then we'll eat food.
nikhil - but tumhe ye nahaane ka idea aaya kahaan se..
maahi - remembered ..ek baar maine kaha tha mujhe baarish mein nahana hai tumhare saath . ab baarish mein we can bath together or not kisko pata..lets bath in shower.
nikhil - haha...as u wish...
both entered in bathroom.... removed their cloths.. they were in inners only.
there was just love..no lust...
water drops were falling on the head and flowing on face n hair...making the climate more romantic.
nake bodies touched together... it was obvious that lips started kissing.
well the moments were romantic.
in the evening... for a while there was no one out.
nikhil - evening batch wale class gye hai.. morning waale jyadatar khana khake so gye. guard is not there. u can go if u wanna go.
maahi - jaane ka mann to nhi kar rha..lekin jaana padega.. kyonki subeh 5 bje jaungi to hostel me kya bahana maarungi ... wo puchenge frnd k hostel me thi to aadhi raat ko bhagi q.
she went. she was in room and remembering what all happened
she was smiling alone. and she was damn happy.. after some days passed. she again planned this and said nikhil.
maahi - nikhil mujhe kuch nhi pata... i m coming to ur room tomorrow.
nikhil -  achcha..last time maine rol liya..this time koi accident ho gya to..
maahi - nhi hoga...main hone nahi dungi.
nikhil - ho gya to....
maahi - i'll eat some pill or kya..haha... idiot... i'll not let anything happen...
nikhil - come then... i don't know if something happens... this time i'll not stop me
maahi - achcha !! then bring safety . who knows if i'll be able to stop u.
nikhil - are u serious ??
maahi - are u ???
nikhil - i am......!!!!
maahi - i too then....
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next day as everything planned.. she reached.
maahi - naha liya tumne subeh subeh ittni jaldi.
nikhil - no.. face wash kiya to hair bhi wet kar liya.
maahi - its still wet...lao sukha doon.....
n she started moving towel on his head.
nikhil pulled maahi on her... maahi fell suddenly on him and nikhil turned her down of her.
maahi was staring into his eyes. nikhil too..
nikhil's face was moving ahead to maahi's face.
maahi closed eyes and nikhil's lips touched her.
maahi's breaths were fast and nikhil was making it still fast.
maahi' was holding him and pulling him in her.
the very romantic kiss made them lost and slowly slowly all clothes were removed from their body.
maahi - i love u.... i trust u.... thats why i am letting u to do this.
nikhil - i love u... i'll not break ur trust..thats why i am moving ahead.
maahi - i wana die in ur arms.
nikhil was silent... he moved up and kissed head.
the friction of bodies really creating a hot n killing climate.
two bodies were making love on bed. the moaning sounds anly could be heard after a pain mixed pleasure cry..
maahi was looking into his eyes... and breathing with mouth...
nikhil was even lost but both wanted to feel and  live every single moment of that time.
the feel of being lost in another heaven with one's love one and the first time's excitement was incredible.
after they finished Nikhil fall on her only..n both slept. after they woke up.
nikhil - off.. i slept on u only...jagaya q nhi.
maahi - u slept like a baby... jagaane ka man ni kiya.. fir mujhe bhi nind aa gyi.. main life main kabhi itne achche se nahi soyi.
nikhil - pagal ho tum
maahi - tumne kar diya.
both had shower ... and had food.
nikhil - we had it... don't u think we crossed limit.
maahi - i love u...n u love me... limit decide karne koi aur aayega kya.
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to be continued

tu saath hai mere.

tu door hai mujhse , is mohabbat waale din,
main yaha wesa hi hu, jaise tu hai mere bin.
fir bhi tum mere aur, main tumhare sath hoon.
jara dhoondho mujhe, main wahi aas paas hoon.
.
tu saath hai meri jaan, sapno me khyalo mein
tu saath hai meri jaan, andhero me ujaalo mein
jo me maagta hu dua aur mere ateet ke sawaal
tu un duaaon me hai aur tu un sawaalon mein
.
haath thaame chali thi tu mere saath jahaan
apni kahaniyan sunaati tu un har galiyon mein
jo tune mujhe di thi mohabbat ki nishaniyan
tu kitaabo me rakhe foolom me aur kaliyon mein
.
tune jo diye the kaagaj likhkar ijhaar pyar ka
tu hai un khaton me likhe har ek alfaajon mein
tu mohabbat k geeton me , judai ki gajalon mein
sannate me sunaai deti tanhai ke saajon mein
.
tu mehsoos kar paye to kar jo main karta hoon
tu door hai mujhse jaan, lekin tu saath hai mere
tu meri hansi mein hai tu mere aansuon me hai
tu soch meri tarah mujhko, main paas hoon tere.

teenage, chapter 3 , part 2

maahi - how its possible ??
nikhil - arrey listen... night shift wala gaurd 5 bje k kuch baad jaane lag gya aajkal. day shift wala guard 6 bje aata hai. us waqt sab so rahe hote hai. so u can come.
maahi - aur wapas jaane ka ???
nikhil - wapas tumhe next morning hi jaana padega ..
maahi - hostel me kya bahana maarungi.
nikhil - say u r staying in friend's pg.
maahi - muma se baat karwane ko kahenge.
nikhil - arey...kisi bhi friend se karwa dena.
maahi - muma k number hai unke paas.
nikhil - to muma se kah dena k u going to study near ur friend aur kya..
maahi - and koi aa gya toh ??
nikhil - arrey..koi frnd hoga to aayega na..main kisi se baat hi nahi karta.
ok bye..let me finish homework
.
so all successfully happened what was planned.
.
maahi was in nikhil's room. all were sleeping.
.
maahi - lagta hai mujhe impress karne room saaf kiya
nikhil - aisa kuch nahi hai. mujhe safai pasand hai. and i dont clean. baai ji aati hai.
maahi - ye alarm clock tob mere paas bhi hai. same to same.
nikhil - dheere bolo meri maa koi sun lega.
maahi - tumhi bole k sab so rhe hai.
nikhil - arrrey...... to jag jayenga na...common sense less girl.
maahi - ok ok... raat bhar soyi nhi hu.. let me have a nap.
nikhil - ok..so jao..
maahi - turn off the lights.
nikhil turned off the lights and slept beside her. maahi hugged her tightly and said ... jab tak main na jag jau. mujhe mat jagana.
nikhil - pagal.. nhi jagaunga.. raat me so li hoti na thodi der.
maahi - koi sawal jawab nahi.. chup ekdum. so jao tum. i wana feel every moment.
.
maahi slept in some time. nikhil did not sleep. he had slept sometime in night. maahi was looking so cute while sleeping.
nikhil was looking at her. nikhil slightly kept her lips on her lip...kissed and hold her .
.
maahi said.. fir se karo
nikhil - soyi nahi tum.
maahi - so jaungi to feel kaise karungi..
nikhil kept his lips on her lip. this time he did not remove it.
lips were in lips..and both were lost in kissing.
nikhil was moving his hands on maahi's shoulder , pulling her amd kissing romantically.
maahi's eyes were closed and maahi's breaths were fast and warm. her hands were in nikhil's hair..
nikhil , while kissing, came over maahi. and his one hand on waist was exciting him to remove the top and touch the smooth waist with his palm..he did so.
maahi. was kissing  and letting nikhil do what he was doing.
nikhil's one hand was on her head. lips wemt to neck. and another hand was in the top on waist.
maahi was making sound ..somewhat lessly like moaning.
this sound was making nikhil more mad.
nikhil wanted to feel the body of maahi.. he was moving his hands on her waist and his hands were moving up.. slowly.
maahi was excited too. she was moving her lips on nikhil's face..
the hands of nikhil was moving up and up..with the top. when it reached neck... nikhil moved it out of maahi's body.
it was dark. the study lamp only was on. in dim light coming on bed, maahi was looking more beautiful. closing her eyes and half opened mouth.
she was looking prettier and hot.
nikhil kissed her neck..his lips were going down. and maahi's beats and breaths were  going fast. she caught nikhil very tightly.
.
nikhil's hand werw on the back of maahi... near the hook of bra.
he was about to remove that..
but suddenly... nikhil went down of her.. and  step down of the bed.
.
maahi got up and asked - kya hua.
nikhil - i was about to open that.
maahi - i knew.
nikhil - ye theek nahi hai. tum ek ladki ho. tumhare saath main aisa karu. to galat hai. qk abhi tum apne parents ki amanat ho. meri nahi.
maahi - but we are gonna marry and stay together na..
nikhil - haan but... u are still a kid.
maahi - how sweet. i wouldn't have allowed u for sex.. but tum isse bhi jyada achcha sochte ho.. i m lucky to have u.
nikhil - top pehan lo.
maahi - q ?? sharm aa ri hai.
nikhil - qk agar nhi pehna to main ye achchi achchi baatein bhool jaunga.
maahi - i wana hug u and sleep. come...
nikhil and maahi slept.
woke up at noon.
nikhil - maahi tum andar raho..main bahar se lock karke kuch khaane ka lekar aata hoon.
maahi - ok..i brought clothes.. jaldi aana. we will have shower together.
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wait for next part.
happy Valentine's Day

teenage, chapter 3 , part 1

Nikhil called her again
Maahi - cl q kiya...msg pe baat kar sakte the na.
Nikhil - call par bhi to keh sakti thi na ye sab
Maahi - mujhe sharm aa rhibthi.
Nikhil - ahannn..to aapke neck pe lips jaane par aapko kuch ho rha tha..
Maahi - haan ... i mean...shut up... (she blushed)
Nikhil - ok koi na...chalo so jao....
Maahi - ok good night.
as soon Nikhil cut the call and opened Google. Of course nikhil was a boy but he ws innocent. and he was limited to the knowledge of books.
first time he was reading about the sexual things.
He opened many sites...and read many things... As much he was reading the things..He was being excited.
After that whenever Nikhil used to meet Maahu, he used to kiss on her neck wantedly.
and that moment, maahi's breaths used to move faster.
In romance, the best thing is too look the next person being lost.
Once maahi asked - Nikhil. . jab main mana karti hoon neck par kiss na karo to kyu karte ho.
Nikhil - ye btao..tumhe achcha nahi lagta ???
maahi - shut up na... i feel good but ....its not the reason i know..
nikhil- i too like na.thats why..haha.... u know...neck pe kiss karne se stimulation sabse jyada hota hai female body me...
maahi - kahaan munh maara tumne tab pta chala ??
nikhil - google par.
maahi - aur kya kya padha....tell tell...
nikhil - kuch nhi bas yahi padha...
maahi - shut uo n tell... sirf boys hi jaan sakte h kya..tell me..
n nikhil told all what he read abt everything.
maahi - aho... ye baat hai.. how boy get excited in all that ??
nikhil - mujhe kya pta..gay thodi hu jo wo padhunga...
maahi - oh k....
they talked for sometime n slept.
they used to talk on these topics (u know what i mean) also now.
they don't feel anything to share their views...
once maahi was in nikhil's hug.
maahi- i love to stay here.
nikhil- i love to hold u like this.
maahi - yr kya yr. all places are crowded...koi na koi dekhta rahta hai...wish jee bhar k ruk paati tumhare hug me.
nikhil - i couldn't even call u in my hostel...its so strict there.
maahi- why...in boys hostel girls can come ...prachi to jaati hai.
nikhil - no problem... tension mat lo.i'll try to manage something
after a few days...
nikhil called maahi...
Nikhil- u can come to my hostel if u can come out of your hostel before 5:30 am.

teenage ,chapter 2 , part 5..

Nikhil and Maahi started getting closer...and closer and closer.
They stopped missing home,
They stopped texting friends.
they stopped worrying about their careers.
.
Now bunks were a Normal thing to do and roaming together was necessary each day.
.
they were sitting in a movie.
at last seat.
they were talking.
maahi - Hollywood movies bor hoti hai. tum kaise interested ho jaate ho.
nikhil - offo ! tum ladkiyo ko drama chahiye hota hai senti type ka. waise bhi movie dekhne kaun aaya hai.
maahi - ahaan....to kya dekhne aaye ho.
nikhil - tumko
maahi - Bollywood type romance ...ahem
nikhil - romance !! ! by the way...romance karna hota to main sirf dekh thodi raha hota.
maahi - what do u mean..khali dekhne bhar se romance nahi hota kya...seedhe seedhe bolo na aur couple ki tarah privacy ka faayda uthana hai..hahaha
nikhil - aisa kuch nahi hai....
nikhil blushed and started looking at screen..he was smiling..
maahi - aaye haaye..ladko ko bhi sharm aati hai...
nikhil - shut up.... besharm ho jaunga to tum sharma jaogi.
maahi - achcha ji... dikh raha hai...dikh raha hai..
nikhil kept his hand on maahi's head...pulled her and kissed on her cheek.
maahi was silent.... she just could smile.
nikhil - kya hua..munh me dahi jam gya
maahi - bina btaye hi kar diya....
nikhil - batata to tum sharma jaati na..
maahi - aisa nhi hai main sharmane ke baad karne nahi deti.
nikhil - aahaa.... means i can kiss more...
he said and kissed again....
maahi - koi dekh lega..
nikhil - sab screen dekh rahe hai. hmari row me koi nhi hai... us corner me bhi couple hai.jo busy hai. waise bhi Hollywood movies me disturbing elements kam aate hai.
maahi - stupid... plan karke aaye ho kya...
nikhil - nahi..but ab kar liya hai..
said n both started kissing each other.
the kiss .... a thing that stimulates the brain in an another world... if its being done with excitement.
from cheeks, it reached to lips.
they were lost... their breaths was fast and maahi's eyes were closed.
nikhil's hands around maahi were pulling and holding her tightly.
it was their first kiss and definitely it was too passionate and romantic for them.
they did it many times in movie. after that when they came into light.
they were not able to meet sight.
perhaps the reason was shy...
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at night they talked on phone.
maahi - tum saamne hote ho to kuch kah nahi paati.... i loved those moments.
nikhil - even i did... i was not feeling like leaving the hall.
maahi - nikhil...should i asked u one thing..
nikhil - haan ..bolo...
maahi - jab tum kiss kar rahe the.. 2 or 3 times your lips reached my neck...
nikhil - to ??
maahi - main likh ke bhejti hoon
nikhil - bol do na.
maahi - baba bol nahi paungi...
nikhil - ok send.
maahi texted - something happened in my body..don't know what but some current flowed...
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wait for the next part ..new chapter

teenage , chapter 2 , part 4

teenage - when a teen thinks he is right, he understands the world and the things going on in it.
teenage - when they think they don't need to ask anyone before taking a decision.
they can't understand differences between attraction and love and lust.
well... some romantic dialogues of romantic movie is only love for them.
maahi was attached (a bit ) to nikhil now.
.
if u tell a sad story to a girl related to you and she gives u sympathy.. means she has believed in that.
.
maahi - don't think all that..n stop crying... u r not a kid right ??
nikhil - yeah i'm not.. i m not crying.. i'm fine.
maahi - i think we should sleep now. we have to get up also, at tomorrow morning.
nikhil - yeah !! the chatting really wastes a lot of time.
maahi - no problem ! tumhari story sunte sunte waqt ka pata hi nahi chala.
nikhil - thanks...i shared it with u.. i m feeling light now.. thanks
maahi - plz... don't waste ur time in that...cl kar liya karo...time bhi kam waste hoga and mind bhi fresh ho jayega.
maahi said this cz she thought nikhil is a good guy.
girls start trusting on the guys so soon who share their secret or past stories to them if that are sad or really secret.
now maahi and nikhil used to talk on phones..
prachi did not know anything about it.  Almost every day they started talking. They started meeting once in a week.
they started becoming habit of each other.  they use to read the chat they did, they used to think what they talked and smile..
both were maintaining their studies also.
the Time was so going good...
once they were talking...
nikhil - hey...! tumne kota aane k baad koi movie dekhi hai ??
maahi - nhi yr... time hi nhi mila...
nikhil - lets take a break... kick dekhte hai.. next Friday aa rahi hai.
maahi - prachi se pooch ke batati hu.
nikhil - prachi q ?? wo mujhe nhi pasand..surf apan dono chakenge...
maahi - but usko jis din pata chalega..usko achcha ni lagega yr.
nikhil - pata chakega tab na... cls bunk maar lena.
maahu - pagal ho... cls bunk nhi kar sakti.
nikhil - yr ek bunk se kuch ni hota..subeh chalte h.. aake notes copy kar lena simple...
maahi - yr but...
nikhil -  cmon yar...ek bunk se kuch ni hota..
maahi - ok lets done.
they went for movie...
movie was houseful and many couples were there. they wese seeing them . even some of them were enjoying the darkness of hall. they had a lot of fun and at night on call.
maahi- movie was good . i mujhe bahot majaa aaya great day.
nikhil - maine kaha tha na.
maahi - hmmm... notes copy kiye hai abhi...ab unko padhna hai.
nikhil - ok... 15 ko singhum returns aa rhi hai next month.. kya plan hai.
maahi - shut up...
nikhil - hahaha...by the way..tum aaj achchi lag rhi thi...
maahi  - line maar rhe ho.
nikhil - lo !! haan maar rha hu ...to.
maahi - haha..main humesha achchi lagti hoon.
nikhil - aaj paas se jyada achchi lag rhi thi...
maahi - achcha ab main jaun padhne.
nikhil - kitni unromantic ho tum...(laugh) .achcha padho...
maahi started studying... before sleep she opened fb..there was a msg
nikhil - i'll be busy for 2 days.. uncle coming to see me.
maahi - pahle q nahi bataya...
nikhil - arey aise hi..
next day they did not talk..maahi was missing him... but she ignored the 'missing' feeling... but she was still missing him.
after two days..
nikhil - btao do din kya kya kiya.
maahi - nothing... as usual..
nikhil - i missed u.... pta ni q i was thinking abt u and trying to find a way to cal u..
maahi - aisa kya...
nikhil - i think i m getting more closer to u...more than a friend.
maahi - listen...we r just friends...
nikhil - u did not miss me..
maahi - .........
nikhil...uhmm......khamkshi ka kya matlab samjhu....
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and the talk was carry on...and after that they started talking for hours... they even went for singhum returms.
they started eating outside together...
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maahi bunked a cls for fun...now fun was talking place of studies .
if u do one mistake once ..its ok.if u repeat it again and again..its starting of your ruin-story.
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maahi accepted that nikhil is her habit..now they were 'couple'.
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prachi saw them once or twice and kept saying maahi to stay away from all these things.
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once
prachi - maahi..isko yahi tak limited rakho...warna study par asar hoga.
maahi- yr i know..tabhi to main maintain karke chalti hoon. i think i love him too.
prachi - ya i know.. but u r not matured to think so.
maahi - to kya mujhe kab pata chalega k i m matured...prachi.. its ok yar..i m being like u... no extra closeness...no tension.
prachi - did u tell him u love him too ??
maahi- yaa ..i did... he is nice. he loves me how i am..
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teenage , chapter 2 , part 3

maahi - haa bolo kya poochhna tha..
Nikhil - you don't miss him...I mean he is not here, you are far and did not meet him for so many days.
maahi - nahi rey! phone pe baat ho jaati hai...why asking ?? you miss yours ??
Nikhil - :) :)
maahi - iska matlab....yess ????
Nikhil - haan  :) ... i miss her...everyday... every moment i miss her .
maahi - phn pe baat karke pet ni bharta
Nikhil.- wo cl attend hi nahi karti..
maahi- tum log bhi jhagda kiye baithe ho kya ?
Nikhil - haan...aisa jhagda..jo kabhi ni suljhega ;)
maahi - kis topic pe
nikhil - usko mera possessive hona pasand nhi tha..wo chahti thi i should let her kiss any guy whom she knows.
maahi - wtf
nikhil - i mean.... tum nhi samjhogi....chhoro fir kabhi
maahi - shortly bta do.
nikhil - she was of my age..but she was my senior. jab me 12 m tha wo clg ,
clg tak sab theek tha.. hm roj milte baat karte..whatsapp karte..
clg m jaate hi wo jaise ye sab kam karti gyi. agar uske cl na uthane par main dobara cl karta to gussa ho jaati. jabki pahle main cl ni attend karta to 10-20 calls kar deti . maine socha..clg life busy hogi.
once i saw in phn a pic was thr with some one jisme ek banda usko kiss kar rha tha. i objectioned..she said..gaal pe hi kiss kiya hai na...itna over react kyon kar raha hai.
i felt bad.. but i did not quarrel.
i said, main aisa karu to.
she answered - tumhe karna hai to karo..mujhe ni fark padta..i m an open mindes girl..not like u...super possesive.
dheere dheere love u bolna bhi bnd hone laga. she just used to call me to get net pack in her phone or drop her somewhere. haa milti thi to thoda better behave karti thi. but  busy ho gyi thi.
once some quarrelled happened alot between her...i cried n said chahti kya ho..
she said... peechha chhor do mera..ladki main hoon ro tum rhe ho...yar pareshan ho gyi hu.. i m free to whatever..jaroori nhi tumhare saath rahu 24 hours...
male friends k saath hangout hi karri na...kaun sa unke saath so rhi hoon.
yar ye koi baat thodi hoti hai...
i said her.. i love u yr..i want u...not some others with u...
she said- ok..don't cry..things will be fine.
later kuch din text k replies achche se deti..but busy hone k bahaane change ho gye..pahle bahar hoon...shopping par hoon...was changed into..thak gyi hoon aaram kar rhi hoon..aur maa ki help kar rhi hoon.
once she said that she is going to see her neighbor in hospital.. but i saw her coming out from movie with a guy.
still i was silent ..i did not ask or say her anything because. i did not want to loose her.
this Valentine I gifted her a coffee mug ..printed with my and her photo...
i gave her in front of her all friends... near her college.. that 'guy' also was there who was with her in movie. she threw it..n said...ye koi tareeka hai kuch dene ka..yar me college ke bahar khadi hoon.....
wo kuch kah rhi thi mujhe sunayi nahi de raha tha..main un broken pieces ko dekh rha tha..mere dil ki tarah bikhre huye.
main unko utha nhi paya aur chala gya..
shaam tak main upset tha.. i thought shayad usko bhi kuch feel hua hoga..bura laga hoga...but that Valentine evening only i saw her in c.c.d. with that guy when i went  to buy grocery items.
I called her at night and quarrelled.
she clearly saud, "fuck off..kab se bardasht kar rahi hoon"
I couldn't not say anything. mujhe hamara bitaya har ek pal yaad hai... i can feel them.. i still love her...but thank god...i did not distract from studies.
maahi- sorry yar...dont know what to say.. 16 ki unar m pyar bhi.. breakup bhi...isn't it attraction ???
nikhil - attraction hota to abhi ro nahi raha hota..... :)
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Teenage , chapter 2, part 2

maahi was having no answer of her question.. she slept.
but she was happy. she did not know the reason why she was.
Morning when she woke up,  she checked her fb firstly. She never did this before. She closed it and went to class.
Evening she went to radha krishna temple with prachi . There were many "couples" (nye nye m.p3 including traps) in and out of the temples.
prachi,"main bhi apne boyfriend ke saath yahaan kai baar aai hoon"
maahi,"padhne ke liye aaye hai to padhai karna chahiye na..kyon waqt kharaab karte hai ye log"
prachi-"its not like time waste yr..thoda time agar aiso k saath bitao jisse pyar karte ho to"
maahi,-"aiso ke saath boley to...sabke 4-5 hai kya ??"
prachi- "listen, jaise tum mere saath ghoom rhi ho to sahi h...boyfriend k saath ghoomogi to galat q ??? time to barabar waste hona hai na !! "
maahi- "haan lekin main tumhare baare m 24 hours nahi sochungi, naa hi din bgar text karti rahungi aur na raat ki neend me cut !!!"
prachi-"tum nahi samjhogi... main aisa kuch karti hoon kya !! haan 2-3 ghante phn par baat hoti hai din me isse mind fresh rahta hai"
maahi,"lekin jhagda hone par 1 din waste hota hai"
prachi- arey yr...jhadge to hote rhte hai aur hone bhi chahiye usse pyar badhta hai :) "
maahi-"don't know, apni apni soch hoti hai"
prachi-"arey me uske saath itni bhi serious nahi hoon ke uske liye jindagi kharaab kar du"
maahi-"to kyu faaltu ka time waste karti ho...serious kab ho jaogi pata bhi nahi chalega... agar serious nhi hui means u r cheating him"
prachi-"aisa kuch ni hai... wo bhi itna serious nhi hai yr... we are lyk that only..."
maahi did not want to continue so she stopped talking.
well again before sleeping maahi opened her fb.
there was a msg ,"do u use whatsapp ?"... it was nikhil's.
maahi replied ,"no ! i think it wastes a lot of time"
nikhil -"ohhh !!!.... simply asked...
maahi - "acha ! really !"
nikhil changed the topic and said,-"ur relationshipship status is its complicated.... so how ur love life is going on..."
maahi was about to say "no ...i m single but i  did this so that no boy should irritate me"
but she replied ,"yeah...its fine...actually some quarrel is going on b/w us and we don't talk..but it will be fine in sometime... it happens many times :) "
nikhil," ohh ..hope everything will b fine soon :) .... "
maahi,"me too hope the same... so...whatelse....."
nikhil-"nothing... getting sleep"
maahi-"ok..gud night"
maahi was replying to some other msgs...
and after sometime she got another msg from nikhil..
"did not sleep yet"
maahi ,"i should ask this...u was going to slp "
nikhil,"actually I was about to sleep , but I started thinking something...."
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next part in next post..

sakhi !

My favourite from My diary

bujha de mujhe !

teenage, chapter 2 , part 1

Nikhil logged out fb and he waa feeling better, after all a 'girl' has said him "good boy"
girls should (really) know one thing about boys.
if girls are frank they mean 'good buddies"
boys understand "bandi bhaav de rahi hai"
generally boys develope feeling in them first (and very soon), even they are in love or not, the firmly set their mind that they are in love and they should turn into 'devdas" now.
after falling in love
boys  start taking it normally
girls always want something special, they become mad,
boy : love decreases, lust increases
girl : madly walks after the boy
(this is maximum , not all, exceptions are everywhere :p )
well Nikhil  ignored thinking about her cz he wanted to  concentrate on his studies and the preparation.
Some days passed. Everything was going on well.
Maahi was doing well then both others. She  got rank under 100 in her phase and her photograph was there in the list of top tankers (in Allen top 100 students are shown on the poster after each test).
Nikhil talks to both other by fb only.All three use to talk about study, food and Normal things only.
One day maahi updated her status "miss you home and friends"
Girl's post is like "sweet"  and boys are like "ants" :) :p
Nikhil did not comment anything below but msged her ,"hi !! are u sad ? "
"yeah !! small bit , I am fine"
"how one can be fine and sad both at a same time" Nikhil replied with the smiley :p :D
"funny !! leave lets don't talk about it, what are u doing "
"today food was good, I ate too much , my stomach is paining now :D"
"hahaha !! good !! hardly we get good food here"
if you can make a girl laugh , she'll talk to you more, she'll like you (as a nice person) many boys take disadvantage of this thing :/
"yeah !! i m trying to sleep but the good food inside my stomach is not letting me sleep mahi " - said Nikhil
"what did you eat ?' mahi asked.
"I ate aaloo parathas, with green chutney , kheer, rasgullas, pulaav and after that i drank cold drink"
"wowwwww....rasgulla, I want to eat rasgulla, my favourite..... my mouth is watered"...
"thank god you're thinking of rasgulla now....n not feeling sad of thinking abt your home n friends :) ' Nikhil sent.
"but again you made me remember about them"
"should i again divert your mind on something else like i did on rasgulla :) :) :) "
Nikhil sent smileys in texts but Maahi was smiling in reality.
"you are a nice guy :) " maahi sent.
"I know I am!! since birth :D , you are not sad na !! "
"No I m not, Nikhil I can't talk to you any more my net pack is gonna finish at 12, in 4 minutes"
"Should I call you ??"
"How will you call, you don't have my number ? "
"So what! You will give me your number and I'll call :) "
if you care for a girl, she starts trusting you.
Maahi ,"lo call karo 8963018031 (cl try mat karna chichoron, nahi lagega, its only for whatsapp use, maahi ka nhi mera number hai :p )
Nikhil called
"hello maahi, main nikhil"
"pata hai, 12 baje tak wait kar liya hota"
"wo kya hai na maahi, intejaar khoon me nahi hai mere"
"achchha ! itni jaldi thi mujhe phone ghumaane ki ??"
"nahi actually main ainvayi dialogue maar raha tha"
"fir theek hai !! pet dard kam hua ??"
"haan thoda thoda!! tum batao !! rona dhona ho gya "
"shut uo main nahi roti, main strong hoon"
"hahaha !! dikh raha hai ! prachi kya kar rahi hai !?"
"jaldi so gyi aaj !! jhagda karke apne boyfriend se"
"usko mat btana maine call kiya tha"
"kyo ?"
"arey til ka taad banaake jhagda karna uski aadat hai"
"i know hahaha"
"so !! ab kya karne wali ho !!"
"sone wali hu, subeh class hai."
"sona hai ...fir theek hai, lekin rona mat..haha....aur rona aaye to mujhe phone kar dena... rasgulle ka bolke chup karwa dunga "
"shut up...good night "
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Now maahi and Nikhil left fb :p they started talking on phones only. But without letting prachi know.
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prachi,"maahi! aajkal tumhara phone kaafi jyada bajne laga hai !! koi chakkar hai kya"
maahi blushed and said,"aisa kuch nahi hai. ghar k doston ko number de diya hai so wo log call karte hai"
prachi,"itni si baat bataane ke liye blush karna padta hai kya!! friends se aise baat karte hai. smile karte karte....btao btao..."
maahi,"main blush wlush nahi kar rahi.....jyada dimaag na chalao"
prachi,"dekh lungi beta ! bakre ki amma kab tak khair manaayegi".
maahi did not reply anything, she laid down and started thinking ,"i blushed !!! why did I ?""

from my diary

teenage, chapter 1 , part 3

Prachi later told maahi about Nikhil.
so next day early morning Nikhil  called prachi.
nikhil- "prachi, dopahar tak I will be in kota"
prachi -"toh ??"
nikhil -" tu free ho to allen aa jana. dad se bhi mil lena. tu hogi to kaam bhi jaldi nipat jayega'
prachi,"ok i'll see"
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prachi asked maahi if she'll come with her.
maahi did not want to waste time at all so she said , "classes ke baad hi free hoon"
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"ok"
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After classes they went to admission office ,, Nikhil and his dad were already there.
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After completing admission process they all went to have lunch in Spic restaurant.
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Nikhil's dad was telling him about how Nikhil should stay there and study.
Nikhil was listening silently. He firmly determined that he would not waste a single moment.
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teenagers have their own world. their own dreams. they think many things and they want to achieve all. they hardly stay on one decision for a long time. they want freedom. .
Nikhil's dad went to washroom and prachi said,"Nikhil sun na, maine purani fb deactivate kar di hai. Ab tu nyi Id par add kar lena main request bhej dungi...koi kaam ho to fb par msg bhej dena. jab main open karungi to tujhe reply kar dungi"
Nikhil,"haa but main fb kam use karta hoon"
Prachi," haan main to jaise 24 ghante online rahti hu...chup chup chup...uncle aa gye...."
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all left for their hostels.
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Nikhil was in his room,  His dad was there only, He was sleeping. Nikhil opened Facebook. His postb,"shifting to kota" had got 23 likes and 14 comments.
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He answered the msgs, replied the comments and sent a request to prachi.
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Prachi was online she accepted the request that time only. there was a "Angel Maahi" in his friends suggestion with 1 mutual friend.
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Maahi was looking cute in the profile picture. Nikhil just ignored , and slept.
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Maahi finished study and went to bed to sleep, she was not getting sleep, she opened fb and checking notifications.
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She saw prachi was uploading some photos. Maahi didn't had uploaded pics from many weeks so she also started uploading some pics.
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Nikhil was thinking how he'll stay there alone. He was missing his family, school and friends. He again opened fb to check if someone is online.
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No-one was there. He was feeling sad and again his sight fall on maahi , in friend suggestions.
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He saw that the profile picture was changed.
he opened her timeline , there were recent updates.
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Obviously she must be online.
he sends a msg,"hii , recognized ?? , I just texted to talk as I m not getting sleep and I think you also"
Maahi doesn't reply anyone unknown, but she thought she'll tell prachi if Nikhil try to disturb her
"I was about to sleep, just thought of uploading some pics" - maahi replied.
"yeah ... I saw, you're looking nice..infact cute"
"thank you !! you texted me to say this ?"
"no! no !  actually i m upset imagining about tomorrow, dad'll go, I'll be alone, so trying to divert my mind"
when you share your pain to a girl she become weak and she feel like giving sympathy. slowly slowly she stops thinking that she is going correct or not. well this happens with mist of immature girls
"ohh i can understand!! be strong , things will be fine... look at me. I cried when muma left, but now I am fine na"
"correct maahi, I think I grew up, now I should not be sad like a kid"
"good boy!! go and sleep without thinking anything"
generally this happen with every single boy, girl speaks two words with love and boy thinks she is coming closer to him. girl should behave clearly and carefully to boys if she doesn't understand him very properly
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