teenage , chapter 2 , part 3

maahi - haa bolo kya poochhna tha..
Nikhil - you don't miss him...I mean he is not here, you are far and did not meet him for so many days.
maahi - nahi rey! phone pe baat ho jaati hai...why asking ?? you miss yours ??
Nikhil - :) :)
maahi - iska matlab....yess ????
Nikhil - haan  :) ... i miss her...everyday... every moment i miss her .
maahi - phn pe baat karke pet ni bharta
Nikhil.- wo cl attend hi nahi karti..
maahi- tum log bhi jhagda kiye baithe ho kya ?
Nikhil - haan...aisa jhagda..jo kabhi ni suljhega ;)
maahi - kis topic pe
nikhil - usko mera possessive hona pasand nhi tha..wo chahti thi i should let her kiss any guy whom she knows.
maahi - wtf
nikhil - i mean.... tum nhi samjhogi....chhoro fir kabhi
maahi - shortly bta do.
nikhil - she was of my age..but she was my senior. jab me 12 m tha wo clg ,
clg tak sab theek tha.. hm roj milte baat karte..whatsapp karte..
clg m jaate hi wo jaise ye sab kam karti gyi. agar uske cl na uthane par main dobara cl karta to gussa ho jaati. jabki pahle main cl ni attend karta to 10-20 calls kar deti . maine socha..clg life busy hogi.
once i saw in phn a pic was thr with some one jisme ek banda usko kiss kar rha tha. i objectioned..she said..gaal pe hi kiss kiya hai na...itna over react kyon kar raha hai.
i felt bad.. but i did not quarrel.
i said, main aisa karu to.
she answered - tumhe karna hai to karo..mujhe ni fark padta..i m an open mindes girl..not like u...super possesive.
dheere dheere love u bolna bhi bnd hone laga. she just used to call me to get net pack in her phone or drop her somewhere. haa milti thi to thoda better behave karti thi. but  busy ho gyi thi.
once some quarrelled happened alot between her...i cried n said chahti kya ho..
she said... peechha chhor do mera..ladki main hoon ro tum rhe ho...yar pareshan ho gyi hu.. i m free to whatever..jaroori nhi tumhare saath rahu 24 hours...
male friends k saath hangout hi karri na...kaun sa unke saath so rhi hoon.
yar ye koi baat thodi hoti hai...
i said her.. i love u yr..i want u...not some others with u...
she said- ok..don't cry..things will be fine.
later kuch din text k replies achche se deti..but busy hone k bahaane change ho gye..pahle bahar hoon...shopping par hoon...was changed into..thak gyi hoon aaram kar rhi hoon..aur maa ki help kar rhi hoon.
once she said that she is going to see her neighbor in hospital.. but i saw her coming out from movie with a guy.
still i was silent ..i did not ask or say her anything because. i did not want to loose her.
this Valentine I gifted her a coffee mug ..printed with my and her photo...
i gave her in front of her all friends... near her college.. that 'guy' also was there who was with her in movie. she threw it..n said...ye koi tareeka hai kuch dene ka..yar me college ke bahar khadi hoon.....
wo kuch kah rhi thi mujhe sunayi nahi de raha tha..main un broken pieces ko dekh rha tha..mere dil ki tarah bikhre huye.
main unko utha nhi paya aur chala gya..
shaam tak main upset tha.. i thought shayad usko bhi kuch feel hua hoga..bura laga hoga...but that Valentine evening only i saw her in c.c.d. with that guy when i went  to buy grocery items.
I called her at night and quarrelled.
she clearly saud, "fuck off..kab se bardasht kar rahi hoon"
I couldn't not say anything. mujhe hamara bitaya har ek pal yaad hai... i can feel them.. i still love her...but thank god...i did not distract from studies.
maahi- sorry yar...dont know what to say.. 16 ki unar m pyar bhi.. breakup bhi...isn't it attraction ???
nikhil - attraction hota to abhi ro nahi raha hota..... :)
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wait for next part.